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[26 May 2007|07:45pm] |
So i was in an Aveda full potential Cut/Color competition and got runner up...MEANING IM A FREAKING ALTERNATE for finals in houston.
PISSEDDDDDD.
i worked hard. and the bitch who won didn't deserve it. yes that's right. I'm bitter.
but i'm still a badass with the shears and color brush. watch out west coast. :)
kidding, damn.
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[16 Apr 2007|01:14pm] |
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If i knew my boyfriend's band getting signed meant i wouldn't ever see him, and I would have to move into OUR apartment all the way on the other side of the west coast... all by myself. I would of done things differently. Grr.
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[18 Mar 2007|12:40pm] |
Life is so fucking weird. It's goes by so fast. I am almost at 800 hours at school. Most of my return clients are snotty bitches and I can't tell them to not come back to me, so I just deal with it. I fucked up some mad hair last week, but when I dried it, I styled it so she couldn't see what I did. I went into this like...black hole and deep thinking and when I snapped out of it I was like "OHHHHH SHIT!", and realized what I had been doing while I was day dreaming. I need riddilin a lot more than I'd like. But then again, I cut this lady's hair that was below her shoulders into a pixie cut. It was soo cute.
I love my boyfriend so damn much.
Ohhh, and I know I suck at answering my phone/texting back. But, I've been in a really shitty mood lately. I'm back to normal I swear.
Call and make an appointment with me: 1-888-AVEDA-GA
(I'm booked about 6 weeks in advanced, try to come in the middle of the week)
Highlight of my week: Eating dinner at the Vortex, next to Butch Walker.
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[23 Feb 2007|11:01pm] |
I hate living in an apartment building with five other Aveda stylists, because they call you in the middle of the asking for things like a broom, or double A batteries. What the fuck do you need those for at this hour? dirrty.
Arizona is practically set in stone.
My male client today made sexual comments towards me through out our entire appointment. which made me feel very uncomfortable. Nikki said i was overreacting because i am "too prude"? What the hell does that have to do with somebody treating you with respect? I just don't think she understands me sometimes. It pissed me off. Actually I am still pissed off about it.
I have five tattoos. where did they all come from?
I want to start working. I am sick of just making tips, and working my ass off.
I'M GOING TO START WRITING IN HERE MORE. i didn't mean to do all caps.
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[15 Jan 2007|02:26pm] |
I'm better.
I did hair for a band called Escape the Fate last week. it was neat.
I'm moving to Phoenix, AZ in June. Then once i am done with advanced classes I might transfer to L.A. But, i think I might stay in arizona for a while.
it's been real, Atlanta.
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[12 Dec 2006|01:01am] |
I don't even know who I am, anymore.
I think I need to see a therapist. I don't know how to deal with growing up, or my friends, or money. School is great, I am doing well...i guess? I'm scared. no, petrified of next year. I have passion, they say it's a "calling" and yet every night I go to sleep feeling so incredibly empty.
I can't even write anymore. no muse. no motivation, nothing.
My apartment is messy. I did the dishes. My roomate has the comfort of knowing five different guys would be at her beckon call any minute of anyday. she sleeps peacefully. I cannot settle. I have options, they stay on the shelf. I will not settle.
You say you would kill to be in my shoes...would you? Is los angeles really that big of a dream? because the plane ride seemed so long. The streets seemed too busy. The video shoot seemed so pointless, the people looked so beautiful and yet it all seemed so ugly to me.
Not even Atlanta feels like home. I go outside to see the skyline, it usually calms me. It scares me now. Because I know behind those bright lights and floor-to-ceiling windows are people that have careers and they're waiting for people like us to make them look pretty.
This is my life. I've chosen to exceed my goals. I'd rather be sixteen again. Young and naiive.
Oh, dear god.
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[25 Sep 2006|10:07am] |
Every time I get on here, Live Journal has like updated everything. It's starting to get really confusing.
Well, we got out apartment. I love Atlanta. and being able to walk everywhere in buckhead. Like ru sans! ah! Nikki is definetley the messy roomate. She gets on my nerves a lot, and I'm sure vice-versa. But, I love her and we have countless amounts of fun none-the-less.
Everybody at Aveda is really cool. It's a pretty big school. We met some girls in our apartment complex that like to go to shows/go to aveda, so that's fun. We partied hardd the first week. I'm slowing down.
My mom is really supportive of me. I love that feeling.
I really like the new Norma Jean cd, not gonna lie.
Say Anything/MewithoutYou show on october 11th!!!!! I cant freakign wait.
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[11 Sep 2006|08:04pm] |
Yeah. I'm stresed as fuck. I move out in 4 days. Nikki & I just found the couch we wanted yesterday. We pretty much have everything else.
I met a boy. it's not going anywhere.
My laptop charger is broken. I don't have a cell phone. and my dad's an asshole.
I don't want to pack because it stressed me out more, because a big part of me doesn't want to leave home. I don't trust myself living by myself, or let alone with Nikki.
I'm scared of growing up, I'm scared of making a salary.
I'm scared of dying. A lot of weird stuff has happend to me in the past two weeks and it seems like every day I wake up something or someone has died ( not personally...just car accidents ive witnessed and people in hollywood). I know that sounds dumb, but it's just around me now more than ever, and it's kind of surreal.
I love Atlanta, but I never knew it was this easy to get there.
I don't feel like a hair stylist. but in October I will be working on the floor for Aveda.
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[31 Jul 2006|10:38pm] |
so I am at my dad's house now. I miss nikki we had so muchg fun in pentwater the past couple weeks. I am going back at this end of the week to finish off our vacation, on our way home we are stopping in chicago again. and when we get back we start packing up to move in to the apartment. we still havent even gone furniture shopping. this summer has been non-stop. Every cat I have seen out here has been extremely fat. I dont know if they just breed them out here, or if we are starving our cats on the east coast. WHat? Gustavo is in Mexico this week, which leaves me with close to nothing to do. The mosquitos are nuts. Do you see how bored I am? I am writing about fat cats and mosquitos. I miss atlanta so much. I love that city. We already started m,aking plans to open up our salon in 2008. It's going to be a lot of work but I am sure it will be worth it. I feel like I am wasting my youth away with a career...but i think I am on the right track. My dad is weird now, he has a girlfriend and they have matching shoes, mountain bikes, and kayaks.
I turn 18 this friday. WEIRD. My dad turns 47 this friday. SICKK.
His girlfriend wants to take me shopping tomorrow. So, I guess that gave her some bonus points.
I need my other half back
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[12 Jul 2006|01:02am] |
so its been like a month and a half since the last time I updated. I am terrible at this.
My hair is black with a hint of blue. Or maybe vice-versa. Everyone like's it. They might just be being nice, but kirk has been giving me more hugs latley. =)
Tomorrow I am going to be packing all day because Nikki, Sue, and I are all going to Chicago for a few days then up to Pentwater beach for another two weeks. and from there I am flying to go see my Daddy before the big move to Atlanta with my amazing roomate Nikki.
ah LIFE! i love it. I love my best friends. I am broke, and i dont really care. I am getting a job at urban outfitters for when I live in buckhead to just make some money for groceries and stuff. Did i mention our apartment and my school is fully paid for? Our parents love us.
I am going to miss being here. A month and a half is a long time. I am going to miss kirk & lo the most. Gosh.
I am sure it will be fun. I have to pack.
SIDEKICK 3 = WHOOOOOOOOOODIII!
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[28 May 2006|11:49pm] |
Yeah I am now tagging all of my pictures due to the fact that whoever is stealing my pictures and using them, is on my livejournal and on my friends list. because they have pictures from my firend-only entries.
anyways. Liberty Tattoo in atlanta- Eric. He asked me for permission to use the other drawing he drew up for me on someone else, I didn't really have the autority to say no so I was like sureeee. and it didn't hurt that badly, just over my hip bones. The star hurt worse, i think. but that's covered up. I am going back for shading, and then color. NEAT
My hips are on fire.
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[21 May 2006|09:47pm] |
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Cool hand luke was nothing short of AMAZING, after i got off work me and kirk left. I saw some people there. It was weird not to see him behind the drums. On friday I got tickets for the Butch Walker show, for BOTH nights in July. I'm so excited. I'm going to catch that little bastard this time around. There are so many good shows coming up for this summer. Last night we were all supposed to go night swimming but the storm lurked in. this weekend was fun. 
buckhead!!
kirk
The single life is fun. My life is so fun. I love my friends, and my future. By the way I don't really care what you think about Nikki. Living with her is going to be so crazy/insane. I pretty much hate everybody in this town except for like 9 people. It's going to be nothing but a breath of fresh air to ditch this city, and everybody's stupid BUM life.
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[15 May 2006|01:01am] |
I don't know whether I'm crying because I'm okay...or because I'm sad. It's been an entire month, and this is the first night I cried. I feel so stupid. and kinda weak for even trying to fight back.
I'm so sick of this war between us.
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[04 May 2006|03:30pm] |
My bank account = $546.76
what I NEED in my bank account by the end of july= $3,586
I can't stand working anymore, today is my first & only day off until the 19th... but I have to save up. which is why I have to live at home until then. Nikki's mom found us an apartment in buckhead called the Cambridge apartments at buckhead. it's $1,200 a month...which seems expensive but we're girls, and we want a nice place. we can basically walk to everything, including the salon. My mom's on the phone with her parents right now to try and get everything set in stone, and it makes me excited because I'm going to be living in buckhead. REALLY SOON. with nikki. and we're going to Ikea on saturday.
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[26 Apr 2006|12:21pm] |
Wow. So A LOT has happened since the last time I wrote in here.
First of all Tyler & I broke up, about two weeks ago and haven't said a word to eachother since. I don't really care, he's a piece of shit. Last night I went to 722 and learned a lot, they mostly talk about how Grace starts at the back of the line so it's never too late to turn to Christ, and they had this part where he asked everyone to say peoples names out loud that used to be a strong christian but have strayed away from it, and I only had two people. One person being myself. I don't know, just the message was really good last night. I looked around at one point during the last song when the band was playing and everyone was crying. Logan & I talked about it all the way to Kirk's house. Good stuff.
After that we went to Kirks house, even though logan left about an hour after we got there. So me and kirk laid in his bed and watched Harry Potter (the last one), and those movies are so difficult for me...i just dont enjoy them. But, some parts were so weird they were hilarious. I fell asleep about 2 hours into it and woke up when the movie was over. Kirk took me home, and that was that.
Oh man.
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[30 Mar 2006|03:15pm] |
So i don't think anyone really reads this anymore. But for those who care...
Life is EXHAUSTING! I work monday-friday, when I first started I would come home and sleep until my next shift but now I actually LIKE doing it. I love making money. I am saving up to buy an Apple Ibook laptop. Yeah, I'm not spoiled anymore; So i spoil myself. =)
Tyler and I are good.
My sister is getting married in like 5 months. That's so weird. Alot of my weeks have been taken up by my Maid of Honor duties, but I don't mind. It's fun and I'm so happy for her. I run every day/morning and it feels soooooooo good outside again. California is JUST around the corner, ahh.
Life is all around satisfying. I'm growing up and getting ready to be on my own for good. I love it.
I hope everyone is doing well.
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[19 Feb 2006|04:24pm] |
Last night consisted of...Going to the Coach store, a hotel suite, beer, room service, walking around each floor just to find a vending machine so i can have m&ms, and lots and lots of tyler. Oh, and him rubbing my tummy at 6:00am until I went to sleep, because i didn't feel good.
Not exactly Disney Land in Anaheim, California. But, he is making up for it.
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[17 Feb 2006|02:27am] |
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So, vday was good/bad. Me and tyler spent it together. We were supposed to go to California and to go to Disney World and stuff but the trip got cancelled when we broke up earlier this month and so we just got our money back and decided to do something more simple. I baked him cookies with reeses pieces in them (they're his favorite) and mini cupcakes that I wrote "I love you" on them and put them in a heart shaped box, as my own version of a box of chocolates because he thinks that whole thing is so cliche. He actually liked it a lot. He took me to build-a-bear (i told him i always wanted to do that on our first date and he remembered about a year and a half ago) and we built a bear together, and if you squeeze his hand it's tyler's voice recorded saying "I love you baby". So, it started off really cute and special, then it all went terribly wrong when I sorta got caught in a lie about a stupid text message, and then he got caught in a lie. We broke up. On top of that I hit him because he was being an asshole. haha, i'm still violent obviously. But, we talked things out...and now we're back together sort of.
Today we went to the mall, and we both got matching Dior sunglasses (that he bought me). It's so cute because he knows all the designers I wear and when we went in to Coach he was telling me what was cute and stuff. I love him. He just called me and woke me up and said "Hey, i just wanted to call and tell you I love you and I want you to come eat lunch with me tomorrow at work". It was so cute.
I really think things are going to work for real this time. We both confessed everything we've ever lied to eachother about, and agreed to never do that again. We also apoligized to eachother for everything. It's like starting with a clean slate. Things are starting to feel "right" again. I really do love him so incredibly much and he is the most amazing guy i've ever known. I love everything about him and I don't think anyone will ever really understand how we've stuck through so much shit. But we have. and I don't know a single person that could ever compare to him.
That's our bear, Mummbles. Tyler picked out the outfit.
I love this boyyy. (our first stone mountain trip and the night he asked me to be his girlfriend 7/30/05)
I also have the most amazing group of friends, and on top of that an amazing best friend who is always there for me and wipes my tears away with a sock. fuckin hell yeah. I'm so blessed.
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